Drama Day

Today has just been one of those days. Actually it has stemmed from yesterday. One of the teachers has decided to resigned. Well that was the talk of the day at work. Then I found out that one of my teacher friends is not going to be working as a helping teacher for the district. She will be working for another district school. I guess I thought it was weird that we meaning the teachers found out on Facebook. This Facebook thing is starting to be a problem about finding out information. I mean I found out about my grandmother's headstone being spray painted. I found out about other things on here. Sometimes there are things that should not be posted on facebook. Maybe this is a sign that I need to find something else to do.

I am so ready for the school year to be over. I am tired of drama. There are several people at school who is always running their mouth. I don't know why people say things to this person, but they do. I guess they will eventually realize that loose lips sink ships.

Women are just talkers and just can't keep their mouths shut. Like someone said to me that they are like hens clucking.

I need to put my life in perspective. Things are going great right now. Keep my fingers crossed that everything worksout for the best.

What a week

Easter was great. We celebrated with the Abel's on Saturday. Donovan had a great time being in the country. I know I enjoyed the peace and quiet. Donovan and his cousin Jake hunted eggs. Donovan did not care for the eggs he found because they had chocolate in them. He doesn't like chocolate. When he found an egg he would open it and then see the chocolate eggs and would throw them down. It was so funny.

Sunday we had a quiet day. We just sat around the house since we went to church on Friday. We had a great time. Scott and I cleaned out Donovan's room. We were able to get rid of many things. Yeah!!

Work has been hectic. There are just some people who have no comman sense then we have those I wonder how they got their teaching degree. I try not to lose it but I am thinking that some co workers like to see me stress. It kind of makes me mad. If you don't like your job then quit. Real simple.

Today I went to the doctor. For the past month maybe twice a week, I get real jittery. Today was really bad. I finally broke down and called the doctor. I was able to get in see Dr. Gibbons. I am afraid I might be diabetic. I noticed I have been jittery, migranes, unable to lose weight, extremely thirsty lately, hungry late in the evening, and having to go the bathroom alot to pee. The doctor thinks I might have diabetes. I will testing my blood oh what fun. This is just like when I had gestational diabetes. Man I am praying that I don't have to this for the rest of my life. The doctor did tell me to buy this book "The Insulin Resistance Diet." I have read just two chapters and I see the signs that are leading towards diabetes. I am just so frustrated about this whole thing.

I just tested myself. It was 114. I guess tomorrow we will see what it says in the morning. I am not sure how it will be. Just wonderful. What a way to start off the week and end the week.

Savings today

Today has been a day. I am upset from last night, but that will have to be another post. However, today I went to the grocery store. I spent less than 100.00 on groceries, and my total savings after coupons was 45.29. I am so excited about that. Also I went to half price books to sell back some books. I made 20.00 that I placed in the Disney Savings. As for right now I have 35.00 in loose change and selling things. Of course Scott and I are putting money aside, but I more into how much I can put aside from savings. I hope all goes well.

Back to the Grind

Today was our first day back to work from Spring Break. I was so tired, but that is ok. The kids were actually pretty tame.

We had a PBIS meeting today, and I try to stay positive. It sometimes is really hard. I know we can't change everyone, but we only change ourselves. I try very hard to remember that. There are a lot of issues that I need to bring to Vicki's attention. I will do that in an email. I know there is a lot going on with the budget that will effect next year, so I think an email will be good. I figure if she wants to talk about this Vicki will let me know.

Today I picked up my little Bubba. He was sitting at the picnic table. I could tell he was upset and had possible gotten in trouble. I asked him what happen. All he told me is that Ms.Wright told him to put his head down on the table. I asked him if he hit anyone. He said no. I asked him if he pushed anyone and he shrugges his shoulders. So of course I assume that he has. When Ms. Wright comes back she tells me that he was walking out to the road where the cars come to pick up, and he got mad when he was told no. So she made him sit down. It is just so sad to see my little one with a sad face, but he needed to have a consequence for not listening. I love that little boy.

This evening I found some websites where I can take survey's for money. Of course you have to do so many survey's in order to get the payout. I am following a blog on Coupon Savings for Disney Trip. I love this blog. It is giving me ideas on how to save for next summer. I want to take Donovan to Disney World for his 5th birthday and before he begins Kindergarten. I am saving all the loose change. We will see how much I can save with loose change. Of course we will put aside money, but just curious on how we can save. I am going to keep reading on ways to save.

Well I need to go finish The Last Song and I also need to get some rest. I think tomorrrow I am going to leave work early. What a day!

Sunday Thoughts

This morning has been a good morning. Other than the wind blowing the satelite. I have to go turn it back. This is going to be a long day. It is just so cold this morning. I wish the laundry room was not outside our apartment, but oh well it is.

I hate asking questions to anyone, but I did today and seems to get a yeah why? Well someone made a comment about it. I wondering if not being close to people is the best way to go. There are too many that you have to keep your guard up on. I mean think I keep my guard up with Scott's family more than my own. I mean I can't understand their concept of family. I am thinking more of his sisters. I mean growing up with only a brother I was so excited to have sister in laws. I thought man the sisters I never had. Well I know why I didn't have them. I think I will stick with what I have. Even though we have no communication.

I think this tension we have with Scott's mother is causing a lot of dislike towards Scott and I. Wait more like me. I am always getting blamed for anything that goes wrong with his family. All I do is agree with Scott and of course all of it started from me. I don't know if Donovan having contact with her is good at all. I mean which grandparent doesn't acknowledge their grandchild at all. Karen. I mean you are pissed at Scott and I. Wait let me rephrase that me. I guess this is bothering me now, because my friend Leslie and I were talking the other night. I told her when we started the One Month to Live series, I made my apology to Karen. However, I don't know if I want to apology to her now. I mean I still can't figure out why she is pissed at me. Well only because I speak my mind. Thank God for my mother teaching me not to let others step over you. Besides on this case I do agree with Scott.

Family...why is it so difficult to be in one. My family doesn't live here in Texas. I am starting to think at times that is a good thing. However, I do miss them.

Great day

Today has been a very relaxing day. I just wish there were more hours in the day. It would make things so much easier today.

This morning I was in so much pain. I guess from working out last night. I took a break from The Biggest Loser. Scott made breakfast today. It was nice to sit in the living room and hangout with Donovan today. He is so funny and cute. Gosh, I love that little stink pot.

This afternoon I had my orientation for Cypress Assistance Ministry. I want to volunteer this summer so I thought it would be great to go to CAM. I told them I would like to start the week after next due to the fact that I am returning back to school after Spring Break. I can't wait to start volunteering and helping others. It will be very rewarding.

This evening Scott came to church with Donovan and I. I usually don't go on Saturday but Scott said he would go with us. It was a prayer answered. I was so glad to have him come with us. It was nice to do something like church as a family. I think he enjoyed it. I know I did. Too bad that the electricity was out, but that is ok. The service was awesome. I loved it. After church we went out to eat. We went to Ruby Tuesday's. It is not somewhere I would go again, but it was nice. Donovan did a great job of eating his food. I told him he was making a happy plate. Do you know what that little stinker did. He used his cut up sandwich for the eyes, and the nose. Then when with his two french fries he made a happy face. He said there momma, happy plate. What a cutie!!!

It is so cold here in Houston. Oh my word, I thought we were going to get blown over by the wind. It is 40 something degrees right now, and can hear the wind blowing outside. What a chill tonight. I hope Monday doesn't start off like this. I hate cold weather. Cool is one thing, but cold is another.

Oh well...off to try to finish The Last Song. I really do like it just haven't had time to read.